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    <subtitle>Dude, I&#39;m NOT so wasted. And that&#39;s a problem.</subtitle>  
    
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        <title>QotD: How I Ended Up Here</title>   
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<p>Why do you live where you live? <br /><span style="FONT-SIZE: 0.8em">Submitted by <a href="http://memtony.vox.com/" class="enclosure-inline-user" at:enclosure="inline-user" at:user-xid="6p00cd97170f514cd5" at:screen-name="memtony" at:delegate="people-connect" at:user-pic="http://up1.vox.com/6a00cd97170f514cd500d41422bc5b6a47-75si" >memtony</a>.</span> </p></blockquote><p> There is no good reason for why I live where I live. If there was, it would require a really long, drawn-out discussion. Well, actually, ANY reason would necessitate that. I blame just about everyone I care about, except for my 4-year-old daughter.</p>   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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        <title>QotD: Change The Channel</title>   
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        <published>2007-06-20T15:04:24Z</published>
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<p>Who&#39;s the most annoying person on TV? </p></blockquote><p>Whatever dozen or so &quot;stars&quot; are being featured on <em>Entertainment Tonight </em>after NBC Nightly News and before I can hastily change the channel or put on a video for our daughter.</p>   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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        <title>QotD: Take Me Away...</title>   
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        <published>2007-05-15T16:12:53Z</published>
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<p>Where do you go to get away from it all?&#160; <br /><span style="FONT-SIZE: 0.8em">Submitted by <a href="http://www.vox.com/gone/" class="enclosure-inline-user" at:enclosure="inline-user" at:user-xid="6p00cd970421024cd5" at:screen-name="Hops" at:delegate="people-connect" at:user-pic="http://static.vox.com/.shared:v42.32:vox:en_us/images/dummy-assets/userpic-75si.gif" >Hops</a>.&#160;&#160;</span> </p></blockquote><p> Wherever &quot;it all&quot; is NOT.&#160; If possible.</p>   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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        <title>QotD: I&#39;m Good. </title>   
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        <published>2007-02-22T00:49:40Z</published>
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<p>What are five things you&#39;re good at?<br /><span style="FONT-SIZE: 0.8em">Submitted by <a href="http://hapalove.vox.com/" class="enclosure-inline-user" at:enclosure="inline-user" at:user-xid="6p00c2252873c4549d" at:screen-name="HapaLove" at:delegate="people-connect" at:user-pic="http://up4.vox.com/6a00c2252873c4549d00c225287891604a-75si" >HapaLove</a>.</span><br /></p></blockquote>
<p> </p>
<p>1. making French Toast</p>
<p>2. making mix CDs</p>
<p>3. writing morose/dark/sexually suggestive poetry</p>
<p>4. falling short of expectations</p>
<p>5. not playing guitar</p>   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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<p>Do you keep a journal or diary?&#160; How often do you write in it?<br /><span style="FONT-SIZE: 0.8em">Submitted by <a at:user-xid="6p00c2251cbe43f219" class="enclosure-inline-user" href="http://afternoons.vox.com/">Kim</a>.</span><br /></p></blockquote><p> In the digital age, isn&#39;t this a dumb question to ask on a BLOG-NETWORK SITE?&#160; Maybe I&#39;m being too obvious.&#160; Or maybe Kim should&#39;ve scrawled this question in the Hello Kitty diary she keeps under her pillow.</p>   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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        <title>QotD: Top 5 Video Games</title>   
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        <published>2006-11-15T18:14:29Z</published>
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<p>What&#39;s on your Top 5 video games list? <br /><span style="FONT-SIZE: 0.8em">Submitted by <a at:user-xid="6p00c2251d21be604a" class="enclosure-inline-user" href="http://mileena.vox.com/">mileena</a>.</span> </p></blockquote>
<p> I need to be upfront and say that I haven&#39;t owned a video-game system/console since Sega Genesis.&#160; In fact, I sold my Sega and Nintendo at a garage sale a few years ago . . . both of them, together, for $15. I think at the time I had three games for the Sega and a handful for the Nintendo.&#160; All I knew how to play, really, was Super Mario Brothers.&#160; So . . . it&#39;s all about the computer games for me.&#160; Which I don&#39;t play that much at all.&#160; Or, I <em>DIDN&#39;T </em>. . . until I picked up that $10 copy of Civilization III a couple weeks ago.&#160; <em><strong>VIDEO GAMES WILL ROT YOUR BRAINS!</strong></em></p>
<p>1. StarCraft</p>
<p>2. Civilization</p>
<p>3. Super Mario Kart*</p>
<p>4. Sim City</p>
<p>5. Tetris</p>
<p>&#160;</p>
<p>* if you&#39;re really drunk and/or stoned . . . otherwise, falls to #5</p>   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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        <title>. . . is Hard to Do</title>   
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        <published>2006-11-01T21:23:19Z</published>
        <updated>2006-11-02T19:10:03Z</updated>
    
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        <p>I’m in a fog. And the Venti Mocha isn’t helping. </p>
<p>I think my band is breaking up. For real, this time. Which, y’know, shouldn’t be that traumatic for a 35-year-old with a wife and child. But how about a 35-year-old who’s spent 14 of the past 18 years playing music in bands? </p>
<p>It’s funny that I’ve been playing guitar for over 20 years, and I think a one-armed Down’s kid could play at my level in a month. Starting from <em>scratch</em>. But I love it. Fine, so I wasn’t the most proficient, or committed to keeping my equipment in tip-top shape (considering my equipment in “tip-top shape” would be patently average says a lot about my adherence to Utilitarianism). I was able to step outside myself a few times a week and do something creative. Really getting lost in it. Seriously, imagine listening to really great, moving music . . . and then taking it a step further, where you’re actually a <em>part </em>of it. </p>
<p>Anyway, months of miscommunication (and <em>non</em>-communication) rumbled Monday evening into a relative explosion of obscenities and accusations. Strangely, I was merely a spectator. Even <em>more </em>strangely, we went on to have a semi-productive practice. The next morning, we got the inevitable email that someone was quitting. Or “finished.” </p>
<p>The last time this happened (a couple years ago with the previous incarnation of our band), the quitter had become an emotional (and functional) drag on our progress and was not really contributing. We used his departure to resvitalize the band. His replacement was the catalyst that helped push our songwriting to a new level. Unfortunately, he’s the one who’s leaving this time. I don’t think we have another “do-over” in us, at this point. Plus, everyone else is involved with side-projects that will undoubtedly become <em>MAIN </em>projects. </p>
<p>Besides being down to <em>NO </em>projects, I don’t know where we (read: I) go from here. Writing is, of course, an option. I keep thinking about it. And thinking about planning to perhaps set up time to maybe write on a semi-regular basis. Not to mention the “novel” that I’ve been harping on for months now. The music thing was so automatic, and everything else just seems like such <em>WORK</em>. </p>
<p>God <em>FUCK</em>.<br /></p>   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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        <title>QotD: My Ambitious Wish List</title>   
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        <published>2006-10-04T17:15:30Z</published>
        <updated>2006-10-05T12:52:19Z</updated>
    
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<p>What are 5 things you&#39;d like to accomplish in the next 5 years? </p></blockquote>
<p> 1. <del>finish</del> write my novel (which I&#39;ve started &quot;researching&quot;)</p>
<p>2. publish a collection of poems</p>
<p>3. leave Tallahassee</p>
<p>4. find financial comfort and stability</p>
<p>5. invent a way that to stop or reverse time like the Japanese guy on &quot;Heroes&quot; so I won&#39;t have to turn <em>motherfucking </em>40</p>   <p style="clear:both;">    
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